Are we drifting apart?
Stress is hitting the rooftop of my head. Need to learn to chill abit. But last day last lap already. Got to chiong.
Dear God, my heart is breaking too much for your Kingdom’s cause. I can’t take everything in. It is heavy. The pain is tremendous, please help me through and be my Guide.
Yesterday, before praying together, my boss asked me what is the greatest thing we should thank for. I said,” That we are alive”. That we are alive to do what we have to do. Having gone through times when I feel death is so close to me, I can feel the fragility of life. I can feel pain too, people’s pain. When I say feel, I really mean feel like feeling your own feelings. I see...
The Early Stress
Waking up early to feel stress running through every vein and artery in my body. I need to keep calm and work on it! Uni life is way easier. Miss school.
Reflecting how God moved during the meeting is very encouraging. All I need to do now is to press on!
Take a step back.
Reminder to self: Take a step back in order to solve all problems. List them down and solve one at a time. Prioritize the issues. Pray for divine intervention. Breath in breathe out.
Don't run away.
People keep themselves busy so often only to find themselves questioning themselves. Questioning drives people to the edge of the cliff.
Trying to deliver people from the pain they are going through is a painful and awakening for me. How do you explain to the one you love that God is real when you yourself can comprehend the complexities of this world which is the very cause of the disbelief that there is a higher being called God who love us? What does it really mean to be a child or disciple of God? To be active in church, when...
Life has been pretty good lately. Even then, there are still decisions that are yet to be made. In certain aspects of my life, Im still in limbo, something which not many people can help me because all they can do is to give their peace of mind, and not the peace of God that transcends all understanding. My heart is praying for that. Sometimes it isn’t a choice if you know that God wants you...
2013: What's installed?
Year 2013 began with a rough start. But I am positive then things will take a turn for smooth months ahead. Not trying to act positive here. I really do anticipate the months coming. Self-note: Listen more, Talk Less. Talk when appropriate or when needed. 2013 resolutions: Connect more. Gain 2 or 3 kg by May. Source for more stuff; any stuff which benefits me. Cook whenever...
Ever since the beginning of December, every day has been a hectic day for me, and especially in the last few days. Hectic days usually brings a sense of fulfilment and self-worth at the end of the day,month, or year, only if we are busy for the right reasons. We should be usually busy for others more than for ourselves because real happiness comes from touching the lives of people who need to see...
Eventually, we will be caught up with the future and we will never look back at the past again. Eventually, we will become strangers again. This is life. Life caught up with me.
I’ve figured that I should cultivate the habit of blogging out my thoughts again like I always did in the past on rochemochi-.blogspot.com. This is because this is a suitable way for me to recollect my thoughts, and see what I can do about my thoughts. I will not suppress my thoughts anymore, no matter how eccentric my thoughts may be. This way, I can only get my creative juices overflowing...
Some have missed the point in life. The point in life is the make a difference in people’s lives, and not get what you want. Know what are you fighting for; fight the real fight. I’ve stopped fighting for the things that my worldly soul desires. I’ve struggled, to find myself surfacing from the depths of the ocean again. Blessed are those who give with all their heart, soul,...
Another sleepless night.
Call me a weirdo for telling my Mom in great frustration that the fishes in the pond never had a good life ever since the re-renovation of our house airwell which contains a pond. I’m tired of feeling so strongly over stuff that people don’t understand and feel what I’m feeling. I don’t want to feel at all, I really don’t. Because it’s not easy being someone who...
My life is in an utter literal and metaphorical mess. - My room is still in a mess but that will be gone soon. I will discard that white cupboard in my bedroom without seeking anyone’s approval, just to make myself feel better. I want to live the way I want. After all, the cupboard is old and collecting lots of dusts on the top. I always wonder why my family never had a Family Spring...
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to...
The planet does not need more ‘successful people’. The planet desperately needs...– Tenzin Gyatso, The 14th Dalai Lama (via skeletales)